My mother drives me insane. It's like if I am not happy, she is not happy.
The only support I have is my dad.
I made it through the day barely. My colleague is having a birthday party at the end of the month and she invited me along so I was happy.
I was doing so well. Today I applied for a job at a large multinational corporation. My dad was thrilled and said I have come on a lot and I am really putting myself out there. My mom says if I keep having panic attacks like this, my boyfriend will dump me. I was shocked and I said no he will not because I am a catch. My mom was like "who told you that?" I wanted to say "my friend Bimiblue". Dad was laughing and he said I am so happy you are finally fighting your corner".
My mom just told me that my sister and I have broken her heart. And here we go again. You just can't win with some people.
My aunt is okay by the way and has been released from hospital.
I need a break from this. I might go to Dublin with my dad next month just for a break. I need a no stress weekend.