BeFree, I know how miserable it feels to slip - I lost count of how many times. For me, SR alone wasn't enough and I needed a good deal of f2f support. The IOP kept me truly honest since we were drug and alcohol tested at every meeting. If you need it, I hope you'll consider adding more support.
Toots, that was a "Toots' super-duper" post!
Gilmer, somehow I never see it as you "unloading" - you share what's going on.
BBB, glad to hear you are dipping your toes into other work possibilities. Sorry your confidence was betrayed - I tend to assume that if I tell anyone something, there's no way to be sure it won't get out.
Hi to all Undies!