Feeling lonely st
After speaking to my counsellor- I think that I have moved on but I love the inner person that is my ABF - still a waiting game about detox. He isn't helping himself and we rarely share the bed.
We are going aeay this weekend & I am dreading it to an extent- being with him 24/7 for 4 days.
I no longer trust him to help me out - I was ill last week & still had to take my guide dog down despite dizziness as he was still asleep & he has let me down too many times .
Waiting til October then he is out!