never been here, she never will be
My mother has been an alcoholic, and drug addict as far as I can remember. I raised my siblings. Now...i deal with pain and guilt as I watch my two addict sisters crumble. I called my mom and she said not her problem and hung up! I'm sooo done! How do I let go of the toxic people in my life without cracking with guilt for not being there to save my sisters?? Ive always been the caretaker, the mother, the shoulder to cry on, the so called enabler...my soul can't take it anymore...i go to alanon 2x a month, counseling, I'm on meds for bipolar and major depression. Enough is enough. I am a wife, and a mother of 3, and I can't focus on the beautiful laughter in my house because of poison my sisters and mother inject my brain with on a daily basis 😠 ahhh!