I can relate... i too went to AA and walked out thinging... wow that guy had it real bad... ive not been through that... but then I stopped and thought about what I COULD relate to ans that was the story of his addiction... not the consqences of his addiction. When I sat and listened, I was like god I know that feeling... everyone has a different story to one another and in different stages of alcholism but despite this.... the one thing we all have is the same addiction. Don't be fooled by the "pink cloud" its the devil telling you ... your not THAT bad have a drink.... bull. I know if I pick up that one drink... it will lead me to getting drunk...eventually. Day 18 so not too far ahead of you... hang in there, think or even write down all the reasons that you have chosen a life of sobriety, that should do it x