Originally Posted by
RunningAway 
Serious question. And I ask because I am realizing that I am not ready to commit to total sobriety. Would it be better for me? Probably. Is it realistic for me today? No.
What about today?
Originally Posted by
RunningAway But do you think everyone on this forum is an alcoholic?
I think everyone on this forum is an addict or loves someone who is.
My doc was alcohol. And while I don't want to believe I'm an 'alcoholic', I'd rather go through life sober believing I'm an alcoholic than go through life drunk trying to convince myself I'm not.
Your posts make me wonder why you aren't listening to your body. You talk about not being able to drink as much as others and 2-3 day long, can't-get-out-of-bed hangovers as a huge inconvenience.
I wish you well regardless of what you decide.