Needtobreathe, keep writing.
Make a pro/con list.
That "it will be boring" voice - that is the voice of your addiction.
There is no boring in sober! Trust me on this! No sleeping the day away, no morning showers in misery, no wasted nights. That euphoric feeling that you maybe still feel? It is going to turn on you and become necessity. It's not a matter of if - it is a matter of when. I didn't see it coming, then one day I had to have alcohol to feel normal, then I had to have it to keep from feeling awful.
Alcoholism is progressive. Get out while you can.