Tanzanitelover, don't put too much stock in what you see on Facebook. Sometimes it reminds me of those Christmas cards you get with the family newsletter and everything seems so perfect. Everyone has struggles but they don't necessarily talk about them. I don't get on Facebook very often but certainly haven't posted about my son's DUI or rehab. A better name for it might be Fakebook.
I hope you can get to a meeting soon and find some support. Hang in there!