Wow, hello I cannot believe that I am here tonight reaching out to all of you .
I have stumbled upon this site many times during google searches and I've often lurked, but never joined. Something pushed me to tonight. Since the age of 17 I've been hooked on one thing or another. For the past few years that something has been alcohol.
I've wanted to get sober for years, but I'm realizing I can't do it alone and 12 step programs just are not for me so here I am. I just don't want to feel alone in my struggles anymore. It seems like being sober is easy for everyone except me and I don't want to ruin my life ..again. I have already hit bottom more than once and I can't afford to again. so... Hi everyone. Nice to meet you all
