I'm glad you are here Obo......Know you are not alone, I am with you in day 1 today. I was thinking this week-end how easily I could continue on with this & before I know it, months & years will go by, only to have more regrets & missed opportunities............I know, that is ALL that alcohol will do for me. My plan for today is to not drink or smoke & take it easy....the camp out/raft trip was a lot of work, as my Sister & I hosted..........a lot of cooking & packing everything out there & back, but our guests had a great time on the river & I was glad for that. I shot the rapids myself yesterday in a tahitti for the first time this summer & was a good time.
I AM re-committing to my sobriety today.......I am going to take this one day at a time.....get a "foot hold", be kind to myself & start taking some action with a job search. Love you you Fools!