Feeling like a warrior today!!
I can honestly say I've learnt more about my myself and this disease in the last 10 weeks since joining this site than I have in the last 10 years of trying to beat it! I'm back at day 1 today but this time feels different SO different! When I joined 10 weeks ago I knew this would be then place to help me and it has! I'm not back at day1 feeling sorry for myself or even angry with myself but today I'm armed with knowledge and the tools I need to beat this! I have a plan this time and for the first time I acknowledge that I'm the only one who can do this! I was always a blamer it was everyone else's fault I drank! I'm actually excited about going to bed sober tonight! Instead of being scared! I pray to god I can make a week that would be so amzing for me x