Well, it's been a so so weekend so far. As much as I don't like it, I have to accept the bad with the good. I have to work at focusing on the good things when they happen and letting go of the the bad. There is nothing I can do to change things that are out of my control so it makes no sense to fret over them. As for any bad things that happen that I could have affected I need to learn from so that I don't make the same choice in the future.
I guess that I also need to be more reliant on myself, trying to get comfort from someone else when they are not around doesn't help but I'm always around.
Have to keep moving forward no matter what, even if it is a journey that I have to take alone even though I want to share it with another.
Have a great weekend.