Hi ex. Here are the reasons why we alcoholics drink: 'cause it's summer and we like to fish and have dinner, to bond with friends, because we're happy, because we're sad, the sky's blue, it's raining today, it's only a pint, that one's empty - I'll just get ONE more.
I spent years buying "just one" pint. One big bottomless pint. . .
I wish you well on your journey and hope that one day you can end the madness and get help.