Hi everyone, so great to hear from you all :-)
Congratulations Toadie!!!!! Woohoo!!!!!
Yes, the old boredom is a factor. I can't remember who posted "well if you're bored, I'll give you something to do...", but that was funny :-) Takes me back to my childhood.
Sadie - just wanted to share my experience with antidepressants. I also found that initially they made me extremely jittery and anxious. That period lasted for a good 7 weeks or so, then subsided completely. It was awful, but worth persevering. Just thought I would mention that in case it's helpful.
Life can be really hard, no two ways about it, but remember Kitty's caution... "drinking just adds to the pile of s&it" ... lol