Thanks everybody!
Hearts - I will tell them. Just may wait a few weeks.
The meeting scares me. I guess I'm afraid of everything now. I found one in about an hour so I'm not going to wait until this evening to go.
I'm not generally very trusting of people so to reach out to a roomful of strangers is a giant leap of faith.
But I've put myself into this hole. I haven't been able to stop drinking any other way so I'm almost completely alone when I need people the most.