He keeps asking why
Had a bottle of wine last night and fell asleep ruining our lovely night. I also snuck an extra drink and my husband saw me. He wasn't even drinking. This morning he is angry
Very angry. Mostly at my sneaking as it's not the first time that has happened. He is barely speaking to me. He said he hates how I am when drinking and he seemed truly disgusted with me. He asked why and I couldn't answer. He is annoyed that I can't tell him why.
I feel very low about self today. I don't think I will ever drink again but I'm finding his hatred towards me really hard to take. Just a feeling sorry for myself post.