Hi All,
I made it through yesterday sober. Now it is Day 2 and the time I would usually start drinking and I can't breathe. I really hate this disease, it has such a strong hold on me. When I'm not drinking I find myself talking me out of sobriety, and when I am drinking I find myself telling me I will never do this again and reaching out for help. This is madness. I'm going to look for the cravings thread and try to get through