Today has not been a good day. Terrible dreams Sunday night left me with little sleep and last night I did not sleep at all. I ended up at the gym at 4:00 am to try and wear myself out. When I finally did fall back asleep for a nap, I had another round of terrible nightmares. One was so terrible that it lingered with me for a while after I woke up and a flash of my AV said "Man, you should really drink to calm down after that one!" That's the first time a thought like that has crossed my mind( even for a brief second) in the last 25 days. I quickly dismissed it and had no intentions at all of drinking, but it did scare me a bit. Anyways, drinking some sleepy time tea with honey and posting. I don't feel like drinking, I am tired, I will stay sober another day but I am almost afraid to go to sleep now. Anyone have anything like this happen to them with almost a month of sobriety time? I am not having dreams about relapsing, just very vivid scary nightmares.