Thanks for sharing your AV stories. It's good to hear others share about it. We're allfighting the same struggle.
I wasn't exactly accurate in my post before. This is what the voice starts telling me - "So what, Rio, you're an alcoholic. No big deal. Drinking is not a big deal. Everyone drinks. Just drink, life without alcohol is just not worth it. You can quit later, but now now. Let's just go to the store real quick." That's the voice that gets me into trouble. And the longer I let it stew, the more convincing it gets. Anyway, fight on..