The warm welcomes make me feel like I'm not alone in this fight. I'm going to try and find an AA meeting to attend. I live in Korea and don't speak the language so it might be a challenge but I am up to it.
I told my husband about my decision and he doesn't really understand why I need to quit. I told him that I will end up killing myself with booze and I choose to live instead so he and I are a work in progress. I also told my mother and she laughed at me. It's frustrating that I am looked down upon because of my inability to control my alcohol intake but I am the only one in control of my life and will not waver in my decision. Thank you all for the support. I am on day 11.