Arbor it might be good for you to be around people who don't drink. AA is good for that. You could just slip into a meeting to check it out. You need to do something to step up your game. While I didn't ultimately stay with AA, it gave a a real push to figure out what would work for me. And in my experience, you couldn't find a nicer, more welcoming group of people.
You can read their core text online if you want to see what they're about. Google AA Big Book. You can also go on YouTube and listen to AA Speakers. Their talks are awesome even if you don't work the program. I still listen to them sometimes.
From my perspective, the key is that you have to do something differently, whatever that may be for you. Try something new that has helped others recover. There are a lot of options out there.