Hi IndGerSweIrl : everyone here has been in your shoes.. if not months ago .. maybe just a couple of days ago.. stick tight to this group of grand people... and when you are down... hit the keys and tap tap tap. read grow and know that there are a billion Stars in the sky that really do care so very much.. heres a hug from a Mom and a punch in the arm from someone that cares.. ardy.. go get them kiddo go go go ...