I'm agreeing with all the other posters ... I stopped for my health number one . The longer I was sober , the better I felt about myself . I did a lot of damage to my relationship with my children , so through the years they had to harden their hearts - to not get hurt anymore . I know their pain , cause my parents did the same to me .
You have to understand that part of becoming sober . Not many can forgive that easy it takes time , some may never forgive -that's up to them .
Let it go do what makes you Happy