Originally Posted by
SpiritOfDjinn 
I know those feelings. Wondering what you're going to do to relax because without alcohol, "nothing is fun." Not to mention you start thinking about what you can replace it with. Those thoughts and ideas will fade. Maybe not completely, but to a point that they won't bring you down. You'll get there secretary.
I keep trying to remind myself that my brain is still building new pathways and to give myself time. Almost 5 months, the longest I've been sober.