Thank you everyone for your advise. I'm not so scared for the withdrawal symptoms I guess scared I won't make it through them and I'll cave and drink. But after saying that I'm planning ahead into the future and not taking it one day at a time.
I won't drink today, I have 2 meetings I can go to and I have phone numbers of ladies I can call. I'll keep an ice tea in my hands at all times today. I find that I let myself get really thirsty and then just grab a beer, quick, cold relief. I've not drank a glass of water in at least 4 days it's been coffee or beer. My poor body I'm destroying it.