If you really want this make an appointment with your Dr you won't have to white knuckle it if your upfront with him/her . Or even a rehab will you won't be alone in doing this . There's help out there you just have to go get it !!
As for how much your drinking daily and think you can't stop or handle it . I was up to 15 plus beers & a quart of rum a Day
From 6 am -till I would pass out .
If I did it you can
