Acceptance??
I'm not new to AA been in the rooms for about 7 months, yet activly still drinking. One of my friends told me I am a "maintenance" drinker. I drink daily, 4 or 5 pints of beer a night more on the weekends. I know I NEED to stop, this is killing me. I'm scared. When I go to meetings I want what the others have, peace, serenity, joy, and a real life. How do I do this? I know I am an alcoholic, I look at myself in the mirror and hate who I am. Any advise would be appreciated. Thank you.