It has reached a point where i need to choose between life and death, because my body is desperately screaming at me for help. Thank you for your advice! Kel
Originally Posted by
Marcus 
Highly functioning is a lie my addiction likes to try to sell me to think I am not that bad. In the end it wasn't what others thought about me or saw or didn't see - it was about what I knew deep down to my core. Based on the medical issues you describe you might not be functioning at all if things don't change. You deserve better. You deserve more out of life than what alcohol is giving you. Hope you get some help. Take Care!