Need some words of wisdom
I am struggling today. Pretty much miserable and moody. I am at work. Bf is out having drinks, friends are all out having drinks, family is out having drinks. I want to go meet them after because i seriously do not have it in me to sit home AGAIN and do nothing. But I wont have fun not being able to drink either w everyone smashed and having fun. I don't wanna sit home ive done it for 10 days and everyone is out. What do I do? If I sit home.. I want to sit home with wine. If I go out i feel left out and miserable and like the mom who has to take care of everyone and drive.