Yes, it WILL get better, I promise but there may be hard times in between. I am sorry this is so hard for you and I know how difficult life can be with no money, but one day soon you will be working again and your life will be free of the past.
If it's any consolation, I am a big believer that life takes us to where we are supposed to go and that there are strangely wrapped gifts in every obstacle we find along the way. Go ahead and roll your eyes now, but in 6 months when things are better, remember what I said.
I will keep you in my prayers that opportunity comes your way soon.
Hugs and Hugs