Thought I was caught up on posts but wasn't.
Need - I LOVE your post. Jesus will help you. Keep praying. I think I'd distance myself from Fri night/mom/neighbor drinking. Go to Movie, walk, bike, shop etc! Sure darn hard I know. Praying works wonders. Gonna download that Calm app myself.
Dee71- I drink from my short wine tumbler! Crystal light is great with lemons and limes and all drinks mentioned! Some think that's slippery but it's kind of a security blanket for me!
Gonna enjoy the water
Olivia