Great you are back on track badsneakers :-)
Eliasson - I don't know about you, but I can't have alcohol in the house. We have had a friend staying with us for the last 3 months or so. She can moderate her drinking and has been buying wine all the time. It's been hopeless for me. We had to say sorry, it just can't be in the house at all. Obviously, it is your decision. But I know for me, it can't be around - too tempting. A strong indicator of a serious problem is the inability to resist, me thinketh.
Anyway, it's fantastic you are with us and don't beat yourself up for it. It's a learning curve. Onwards and upwards :-D