Happy Friday!! Aaahhhhh yeahhhh!!
Grateful, do check in you can and let us know you are ok. Stay strong my friend.
Loved the list ultra, spot on.
Scooter, years ago I did the same thing!! It was so unbelievably gross, I can easily still taste it in my mind, even though it was many years ago!
Lately I have been actually remembering what the alcohol feeling is truly like, with no glamorized thought about it. I am not actually craving that feeling of confused numbness. Funny though, hard to put a clear description on what the av in trying so hard to make me feel I am missing. I think it is the lifestyle and perceived crazy fun. I basically have that back now, but in a better way. Therefore, by logical extension, nothing is missing and the av position is an unsupported statement anchored in a past emotion. Gone. Deep there dude...
"Everything in the future will improve if you are making a spiritual effort now." Yogananda
Go big.