It doesn't look like it's going to be free but c'est la vie.
It seems like I never think and find a way to hurt and drive away those that I care the most about.
It's good for you to notice how much not drinking has improved your life.
Got a little reality check last night while I was talking with a friend. She mentioned an article that someone she knows shared with her about an emergency center placing a bowl with percocet in the waiting room for people to help themselves saying that it reduces their patient load since junkies don't have to con the doctors to get a prescription. My subconscious might remind me that getting drunk or high won't help things but seeing that triggered the deep seed. It's a reminder that I need to remember that I'm still the same addict that I was just in recovery and it would be easy to fall back into that trap.
Have a great day everyone.