Cow,
good to see you.
Yes, is better than Hell of addiction
wow. okay. stay with that!
entire adult life has been a sad vacuous waste.
Copw; dot go there right now. no point. and it's not true. you haven't HAD your entire adult life. Yet.
which is the good news.
vacant and painful and lonely.
sorry, Cow. slowly, this might change. it wouldn't have a chance at all, in active addiction.
very glad to see you.