You are all so wonderful. Thank you so much. Soberpotamus, I needed to read that tonight, thank you for posting it.
Ever since I was a little girl, I have stressed and worried about bad things happening in the future. It's been a struggle to enjoy the now because of my panic about the future and I'm really tired of that. That will have to be something I work on, telling myself to chill out and don't worry so much. This is going to be tough but I have a lot more free time now that I'm not drinking or worrying about how much beer I have and I have time to try to re organize my way of thinking. I've also got to give myself a little credit for once because I always beat myself up. I didn't think I could stop drinking for this long even though it's very, very early but I do feel a little proud of those 85 days. Not one drop, and I thought I wouldn't be able to go a weekend without it.
Thank you all again so much. I'm so grateful that I found SR. <3