Daria...first let me say I love Beavis and Butthead. I often use Cornholio as my alter ego on forums.
Seeing a real psych will make all the difference in the world for you. It may also be helpful to work with you PCP. The way psychs work is you take a med then revisit 4-6wks later to see how things are going. Adjustments are made until the perfect fit is found. Maybe your PCP will do that too. IDK.
It's also important to know that it's very normal to experience depression early on. I know I did. Meds that worked before wasn't enough.
I'm sure you've heard this a thousand times, so I'll make it 1001:
- water
- diet
- vitamins
- exercise.
When depressed, it's really hard to take action on those. Believe me, I know. But they do help A LOT. And they help quicker than any prescription.
Addressing the depression is going to be important for you. There is help, and you can be better. Seeing a counselor will ONLY do good.