Not sure Angie but maybe you're stressing too much about the future? You often post about anxiety related to some future time but stress that there's no immediate danger.
I read somewhere that dwelling too much on the past leads to depression while dwelling too much on the future provokes anxiety.
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift which is why it is called the present.
It's just a thought but it might help keep things in perspective. Many, many congratulations on 12 weeks! I hope you feel proud!