Hello everyone,
I'm not doing so well since I got home. My memory is shot for lots of things due to ECT. I feel very sad and lonely. I was good in hospital, but that was because there was a community of people there and a routine of sorts. I took my attention off the road for a second today and crashed my car badly. Bumps and bruises, but no-one else was hurt and the trailer I hit sustained no damage. I don't know what is wrong with me, I feel like heavy doom weighing over me. I feel very sad and anxious. I wish I didn't live alone. I don't know why this heavy doom is upon me, it's frightening.