I just got back from getting a sub at Jimmy John's and stopping into the store to get Coke and some chips to snack on. Definitely not a healthy Friday night...but vastly healthier than unaddressed alcoholism, surely.
Sansa, I feel you.
I am almost wistful lately at the thought of just giving in. I think part of it is the loss of routine I knew. It's been way harder the past few days than in the early days (I am almost done with Day 18.)
Keep posting, too, Sansa. It helps getting my honest feelings out on here, even if I feel weak for them. We are in similar boats, and here for each other.