Glad to be here on the Sober Bus. I have a very heavy heart today and would really like to not feel this way but I know drinking is not an option. The only way to deal with feelings is to actually feel them and move through this. There is a farmer's market in town tonight but I don't trust myself as it is smack dab among a few different bars. I am super sad and super squirrely so staying in is the best decision and checking in here