Evening overs, hope all is well with your world.
OLL sorry you're feeling this way. I had lots of anxieties when I stopped drinking for quite a while. I remember a long time ago I was embarrassed to eat out with anyone. My husband, who was my boyfriend then said 'what do I eat like' I said I have No idea what he ate like, there you go, he stated, No one is looking at you, they're too concerned with themselves.
Congratulations Gilmer on 20 months, bring out the cake!