Thank you for the warm welcome!
I have been "pondering" my relationship with alcohol for the past 5 years or so. Last year about this time I did the 100-day challenge and actually make it 125 days. Then the holidays hit. "Whats one glass of wine?!" Well, now 7 months later I have many more drinking days than I do sober days and I am just done. I am done.
My question to you all is what did you have in your toolbox for the first few weeks? The first time I quit, I listened to the Bubble Hour podcast non-stop, which helped a great deal (and is currently playing in my ear). My biggest triggers are anxiety and stress and I have the delusion that drinking will help me relax.