Originally Posted by
angd1978 
I wish I could do both but I don't feel like I am ready to go back out into a busy, eventful life right now. Ughhhhh I am trying not to feel guilty for turning her down a second time this summer.
Congrats on day 13, Angd. Maybe it'll feel great to get out once you're out there. When I've forced myself in that way, I do an "as if" (looking forward to enjoy myself), and I'm often have a nice time or a much needed break from the doldrums. You can always have coffee with your teacher friend another time, initiating it yourself.