G,ad to see ya reaching out.
Why can't you see.....hhhhmmmmm....seemsmkve had the same questions I asked myself. And an answer I got?
It wasn't that I didn't see. It was that I hadn't accepted the facts.
Why is it hard? Welp could be a few reasons. It didn't feel good for me when I bent over backwards helping a woman I ( thought I ) loved and all I got was gloom,dispair, and misery.
The good news it that although I went through some depression involving not feeling too good about myself ( low self esteem and hurt pride) I came out the other side stronger. I learned a LOT from that relationship- a LOT about me a d about what love truly is.
I hadda pretty screwed up perception of love.
But I got THROUGH it.
And today I sit here single,content, peaceful, and serene.
Couldn't ever say I had that in that relationship. ALWAY circus music playing!
I don't miss that.
I haven't read your past, but I also am reading some good stuff. Yur lookin at yourself a d wanting to know why!