Shame, embarrassment, realisation.
Hi.
I didn't realise I had a problem until this morning when one of my best friends told me I tried to sleep with her husband. I drank 3 bottles of wine and a quarter of vodka, didn't remember a thing and was told of my exploits today.
I'm so ashamed at my actions, I have never been that bad before. But after a good self loathing cry session I looked back on my drinking and I know I have a problem.
I'm hoping that being able to speak about things I can stop before this becomes a much bigger problem