Hey everyone. Long story as short as I can... I gave up drinking forever on April 16th. On May 15th a beer and food festival occurred I was excited about. I worked for a week or so prior to convince my 7 months pregnant wife and myself that I could handle drinking again. I have been on a binge since then. I have given up drinking 5-6 times since then and failed. This has made me sad in many ways. I have a new baby boy at home, less than a month old. I rode my bicycle home tonight, drunk, 4 miles after a concert. I cannot drink anymore. Ever. My wife suspects that my drinking is over, she keeps asking tonight after I got home if we need to "talk" tomorrow. That boy doesn't deserve an actively alcoholic father. I am done drinking forever. For real. And I need your support.