Welcome to SR, Nightwish, and congrats on near-two years sober. There's a ton of wisdom and support to be found here, wishing you the best. You might get some more specific advice about your 4th Step in this forum:
Alcoholism-12 Step Support - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Hope you'll stick around and share you experience, strength and hope with us. We could use it!