I'm thinking I maybe should have chosen my words more carefully, I didn't mean to set off any alarm bells. I have just doing some free thinking about what lies ahead. I'm not scheming on how and when to get that first drunk under my belt when I'm free from my current situation.
I will add this, my frustration has not diminished, it has gotten worse and today was just the icing on the cake. I'm getting back out in the field on Monday come hell or high water. I won't bore anyone with the details but I'm pissed off tonight.