TuiTui I can relate very much to that. I've had to call 911 twice (once in the car with my mom driving) because of panic attacks. It's a very scary experience and I'm glad you're ok. For me they were completely withdrawal related and for some reason always happened in the car. For me that was a threshold where my body had gone beyond hangovers. It's a scary thing. Take it one day at a time I hope you can seek help things get better day by day.